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Jaded. Fragmented. Fallen.
Always Rising.
Monday, January 2, 2006
03:02 p.m.
True Essence
Magnetic,
you will not resist my smile
because it makes you feel
alive,
makes you feel whole,
makes you feel life
and how it's supposed to be.
It's been too long
since time meant nothing-
take my hand...it's time to go.
leave this place,
this hell that chains you.
Come dance in the rain with me.
Let your body feel alive.
Say good-bye to all restrictions,
my smile creates my destiny
and it's entwined with yours.
Take this night,
let this moment live-
free it
so it becomes a fire of
passion...
come and dream with me-
your smile is the key to
my heart
come and dance with me.
Don't say no,
let all limitations prove you wrong.
Life is not about the numbers,
nor the logic
take my hand...
lead me into your own dream.
Laughter is what tastes sweet-
don't let go of me
because time will never again
age this way-
fall into my smile.
-alysia-
Monday, January 2, 2006
02:58 p.m.
sinking deeper,
my mind can't think anymore
it's all i can do to keep my eyes alert
you may be near,
may want to harm me-
may make me fall in love with you.
i remember our boredom,
how even the stars were envious.
i remember...i refust to
but my heart keeps it apparent.
apparent and right in my face,
so that even the gentlest of breathes
takes me away
into a dream where i'm no longer captive
but free to roam in our blood,
in our magic-
in our love
-alysia-
Monday, January 2, 2006
02:55 p.m.
Wait Of The Heart
A little push-
the right direction,
passion is the only thing
to lead.
guiding,
it seems in circles.
we have yet to learn
from out past
because we refuse to believe
in the end.
we're never over,
laughter and magic
are what my heart is
persistent
to paint with
and i cannot forget you-
done,
the bridge seems burnt
to everyone else
but you know as well as i,
there is always
turning back.
we could just never
resist
the other-
we could just never
forget
that summer of magic-
the stars,
the fire,
that forbidden kiss.
it all holds open a door
for us.
enter it-
i dare,
kiss me-
i want to feel your pulse.
Too late
you're with another-
a sigh
because i will only have to
wait
a little longer
-alysia-
Monday, January 2, 2006
12:39 p.m.
Shadow of Footprints
Unlocked,
you didn't force your way
in,
didn't pressure me to
give it all up-
you didn't even ask
for the key.
unlocked,
i was kept amazed,
in total awe of what you made
my heart
feel.
i learnt to dance
in your freedom
and not too slowly
did the door
unlock
and your footprints
were allowed
in.
-alysia-
Monday, January 2, 2006
12:35 p.m.
distractions,
go away-
i already told you to get out
of my life.
fire no longer scares you
and my tears
make you smother me-
i'm running out of elements
to tame.
your love-
i refuse to believe
its realness,
you've already admitted
you don't know that
word.
spit it out
feel its sharpness
cutting your tongue,
cutting your life right out of you.
love,
is the only scar
my body knows,
and here,
as i lie naked
pleading
for you to leave-
you refuse
and dig deeper into my
flesh
creating a wound
never to be sealed-
fresh
and unforgiven.
-alysia-
Monday, January 2, 2006
12:33 p.m.
Disguised,
you'll never see the real
me-
never taste the real
passion
of my lips
for i have protected myself
from your self-righteous
laughter.
You'll never confuse me.
but yet,
it is i that stays here
in the dark,
it is i that refuses the
laughter of love-
it is i that is chained
by your non-existant
heart.
-alysia-
Monday, January 2, 2006
12:27 p.m.
Addicted
i realize that you
are my lingering regret.
Never able to get you back
but endless opportunities
approach me.
Locked up,
i cry for more-
transformed into some
restless, clawing lust;
i gouged my eyes out for you.
For you,
and your cold stare,
your frozen heart
that refuses to let weakness show,
to let anyone know
what you feel for
that broken, empty, shattered
gurl
that i see when i stare into
that mirror.
-alysia-
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