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Jaded. Fragmented. Fallen.
Always Rising.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
09:18 a.m.
the tear
fallen,
frozen.
committed to the mistake
that keeps you awake-
haunted
through your spirit.
fresh,
new it seems
but still
the heart's laughter
is faked
and still
her eyes lay
masked
unable to truly see
the vivid love
also masked
with scarlet blood
drenched by
hurt
bitterness
and pain-
the loves of
yesterday.
-alysia-
Saturday, January 14, 2006
09:10 a.m.
True Spirit
i fear
losing hope,
losing ground,
losing the love,
the light
that has never let me down.
i dance,
with hopes of one day
reaching those stars.
that light,
that touch
that i can never forget.
forgiven,
i seem not to be
but yet,
i gently step foot
outside the line.
fool-
you think you can hold me
back.
never have tears
chained me.
never will pain
erase the spirit
that lives inside me.
fool
you are to believe
that you could hurt me,
that you could actually touch my life.
footprints
are traced
inside my mind
and i will ever be
free-falling
into the arms
of the light.
those stars
have never left me,
and i refuse
to fall
broken
into the darkness.
my life,
not like a mirror
but a dream
that i won't quit
believing.
-alysia-
Saturday, January 14, 2006
09:00 a.m.
puzzled
and unreachable
isolating myself from
everyone else.
isolated from feelings,
i'm strong
but like glass
that'll shatter because
of its weaknesses
shhhh...
don't talk so loud,
i'm already broken
and fragments of my skin
lie on the floor
in a puddle of
childhood dreams.
-alysia-
Saturday, January 14, 2006
08:56 a.m.
too bad you're beautiful,
'cause you could never know
the pain,
the agony
that the ugly suffer.
but yet, no one sleeps in your dreams
and you're forever longing
the realness
of reality.
the laugh life has played on you,
it follows you always
until all the mirrors break.
but it doesn't matter,
you already know
you're standing alone.
-alysia-
Saturday, January 14, 2006
08:53 a.m.
a darkness,
where you appear fine
you look happy
but you're not really-
loneliness haunts you,
a fear
you cannot forget,
scars you
but yet
your life seems to others
spun from gold.
-alysia-
Saturday, January 14, 2006
08:52 a.m.
a hater,
that's who he said i was.
him
who hit me,
abused me
cheated on me,
turned around
and stabbed me
saying he couldn't love
a hater,
me.
silly, i didn't think love was
hitting someone
abusing someone
and cheating on someone
but to him,
our love
was.
-alysia-
Saturday, January 14, 2006
08:49 a.m.
inconvenience
startling your path,
a road to guaranteed
success
blocks your way
do you continue on
or change direction
give up your hopes
by compromising
your dreams
just for the guarantee
of sweet success?
-alysia-
Thursday, January 12, 2006
08:54 p.m.
a petal falls
a child cries out
fear moves in,
and the flower falls
forgotten.
crushed beneath
the little girl's feet.
-alysia-
Thursday, January 12, 2006
08:52 p.m.
beauty,
she envies her shadow.
it looks so perfect
and it doesn't have
thoughts running through
its mind.
you can't see its scars
because they're not there,
she never had to go through
all the pain
you had.
but as she leaves
to go to school
her shadow stays
envying the person
who walked away.
-alysia-
Thursday, January 12, 2006
08:47 p.m.
the tear
which used to float
upon the cloud
which spun the dreams
of your child...
your child unborn,
swimming in you.
creating a love-
a connection unrelatable
cut her loose you ordered,
you demanded
i know no part in the role...
don't change my life
you pleaded.
never again will i fade
with you roar
each passing day
i look upon you and see
hatred,
a stone cutting blossom...
each moment
i feel my own breath
and wonder
how come i'm still alive
if i was robbed of a life.
-alysia-
Thursday, January 12, 2006
08:46 p.m.
choosing sides
standing on the fence
the color of the grass
depends on what the eyes
have seen,
where you're standing
and just where
your feet have been.
-alysia-
Thursday, January 12, 2006
08:45 p.m.
drip-drip-drip
the annoying sound
of not silence
and not someone's thoughts
just the drip of
that tap.
no one moves though
they're too concentrated
on the music of
that beautiful tap.
-alysia-
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