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Jaded. Fragmented. Fallen.
Always Rising.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
07:54 p.m.
blackbirds fall
unnoticed and unharmed
in the darkness
that leaves me alone
filled with confusion
and unanswered
questions.
where did you go?
the pain
cuts my soul
leaving my tears
to bleed
and cry out in pain
worthless
insane and
alone
but i stand here
unharmed
in the darkness
with the fallen blackbirds.
where did you go?
-alysia-
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
07:33 p.m.
twisted
you realize
no longer will you run
no longer will you hide...
life drinks deep in your mind
but your veins gulp down the hatred
of one's self
no sight
but still visions appear
the dreams of the hideous-
never again will you sleep
while i'm here.
-alysia-
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
07:32 p.m.
a helping hand
is able to lift her up
but it won't keep her there
that's her own choice
and you have to accept that
no matter how hard it is,
despite all those tears
and lonely nights.
don't worry and smile
because even though it'll
take some time
she'll eventually know.
-alysia-
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
07:02 p.m.
barren,
the landscape overcomes me
unbearable,
the pain
that holds me in
its grasp.
twisted,
i lay here
mocked,
abused
and those who care
are the ones
staring and
smiling at the landscape.
-alysia-
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
06:46 p.m.
the music
within me-
i can hear it humming
to my heart
teaching me to love
once again.
tears fall
as i smile
because i don't want to let
go
of the pain-
my memories of you
but this is the only way
i can truly live
again.
-alysia-
Sunday, January 8, 2006
09:54 p.m.
life's beauty
stares at her
through
the glass
she stares into.
smiling
she turns her back
and embraces
the emotions
that attack her
from all sides
and all she gets from this
is happier
despite what
her scars say.
-alysia-
Sunday, January 8, 2006
09:52 p.m.
a once broken heart
is now healed
to only break once again
painful tears
that seem to tear
apart her soul,
strengthen her character
and she souldn't have life
any other way
because living
is what she's in love
with
and living
is what causes
pain.
-alysia-
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